state of hell October 26, 2009
Posted by wenqi in school, thoughts.trackback
who says i’ve changed? if there’s one thing i could change in the world it would be that trait of mine. stupid pattern die die cannot change.
procrastinate. procrastinate already, last min start to study/do assignment. and then, panic. and then, move on to my mysterious calm level, awaiting death. dont understand why i cannot bypass the panicking stage. would make my life a hell lot easier. (easier on my heart also. would make me live longer too) really dont understand. train for 7 years already still cannot skip the panic stage.
econs paper on tue. im not even quarter-way through, and i’ve decided to go watch this stupid waste-of-my-life drama, cause watching it means i wont have to study! and yes. there goes my GPA for this sem. dont even know if i can keep it above 3.8, let alone above 4.0. and to think i initially embarked with a dream of 4.5.
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