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found out what scares me the most. November 7, 2009

Posted by wenqi in thoughts.
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nope. its not going out with my theron people and ending up getting intoxicated. – to the extent that i still feel nauseous at the though of more alcohol. will not attempt to tell everyone how i survived yesterday night.

but more along the lines of waking up with a thesis. not the usual waking up and think of a thesis, or waking up and oh, its a brand new day, let’s do work, yay a thesis. but really, really, waking up WITH a thesis. like, havent registered anything, but the first thought on your mind is a thesis that kind. maybe remnants of alcohol does wonders to my mind. but freaky shit i woke up at 9. like AM. still sleepy (and queasy) and typing my thesis and intro to my essay in my phone, with my eyes closed. explains the crap i typed into my phone.

and then. the worst part. tried going back to sleep but my brain kept churning out paragraphs after paragraphs. i mean. got people like that before not, you tell me. i formulated the whole essay in my sleep. if this isnt the worst nightmare anyone has ever experienced, i dont know what is.

then the saddest tragedy. now that im up sitting in front of my mac, im unable to complete my essay. you tell me. you disrupt my sleep but you dont want to work now when you have to. you work when im asleep and you sleep now that i have to work.

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