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my last (or so i hope) entry October 19, 2009

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wenqi (: shuper says: (4:00:02 PM)
means they overworking you is it
Aaron says: (4:00:17 PM)
no lol
Aaron says: (4:00:20 PM)
i slack too much
wenqi (: shuper says: (4:00:43 PM)
uhhhhh
wenqi (: shuper says: (4:00:45 PM)
ohhhhhhh
wenqi (: shuper says: (4:00:51 PM)
BEHIND SCHEDULE LA.
wenqi (: shuper says: (4:00:56 PM)
knn over schedule
Aaron says: (4:01:22 PM)
FUCK YOU
Aaron says: (4:01:28 PM)
D7 RIGHTG
Aaron says: (4:01:30 PM)
RIGHT
Aaron says: (4:01:31 PM)
at least
Aaron says: (4:01:37 PM)
i manage to spell schedule

Aaron says:
everyone is stressed. im overscheduled.

wenqi (: shuper says:
huh. means they overworking you is it

Aaron says:
no lol
i slack too much

wenqi (: shuper says:
ohhhhhhh
BEHIND SCHEDULE LA.
knn over schedule

Aaron says:
FUCK YOU
D7 RIGHT
at least
i manage to spell schedule

hahahaha. makes my day again. siao. got 5 lanjiao essays to complete, WITH MORE COMING, one of which is a korean essay, and immediately after handing in all the assignments, is the finals. wtf? how to study. where got time can.

bought 2 more apparels again. HAHAHA. does this mean im still fallen? hahahaha. okay. from now till exams over, I WILL NOT GO OUT, I WILL NOT SHOP, AND I WILL NOT GO ONLINE UNNECESSARILY. as for tv… still can watch i guess. just sgb musicbank and 2days 1 night. I WILL NOT READ BLOGS (especially sapphire pearls! omg!!) AND I WILL NOT WATCH ANY DRAMA ONLINE.

I FUCKING WILL LOCK MYSELF UP! cannot screw up this semester. any semester but this. will go buy my good karma tissues again. oh speaking of which, think my karma’s sliding away. GOT A FREE GIFT! FROM STAGE!!!!! STAAAAGE!!!!!! eyebrow pencil.  hahahahahaah! JUST WHEN I WAS GONNA BUY ONE. STAGE is The new Mac. still hate Mac’s mascara.

since its highly probable this will be my last post till aft my exams, will be more long winded. but actually, bullshit la. like i can resist the urge to blog if something exciting comes up. oh something just did.

wenqi (: shuper says:
i nearly blogged “MY COUSIN BOUGHT FEATHERS, SAID CAN MAKE EARRINGS, VERY CHIO! WTF!!!”
and den read the “dont tell people” and i was like, sian. *press delete.

❤ addieble says:
LOL
okay lah don’t need to delete
EH SERIOUSLY DAMN CHIO
i can make some for you if you want

wenqi (: shuper says: (4:53:02 PM)
……..

❤ addieble says: (4:53:03 PM)
feathers ftw
feather necklace, hairband

AND after establishing the fact that we (normal people) hate feathers,

❤ addieble says:
why!
omg you all damn weird!

very, very, very, very, depressed. VERY. October 12, 2009

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is it me, or am i always only depressed on a sunday night.
yeah. i’m starting to notice the trend.

mark twain’s line shouldnt be “adam and eve had many advantages, but the principle one was, that they escaped teething.” it should have been “but the principle one was, there was no need to study.” no actually, it should be “there was no need for brains.”

how did 9 months pass by so fast! im still in my 9 months of heaven mode. i cant switch. not when i’ve been given a taste of heaven. how could i have been thrown to hell so fast?! and be required to adjust at that. there’s so much work. wtf do they take uni students for. oh, got past a levels, can withstand more torture. i want more time with my family. ): and friends, and internet, and home, but more importantly, my family. i’ll probably never get married and continue living with them. i want to wake up at dinner time, eat, watch tv, do my internet stuff, sleep at dawn, wake up at dinner time, etc again. and then, go out with friends. a pointless, wasting-my-life-away life. yes, i want that. i want it bad. how can anyone stand going back to school again after they’ve been given a chance to slack.

and to emphasize my devastation, here’s mark twain again. this time, im sure i’m interpreting his work the wrong way.

why is it that we rejoice at a birth and grieve at a funeral? is it because we are not the person involved.

whoever has lived long enough to find out what life is, knows how deep a debt of gratitude we owe to adam, the first great benefactor of our race. he brought death into the world.

when i reflect upon the number of disagreeable people who have gone to a better world, i am moved to lead a different life.

if only i could not bother about grades. that’d put a whole different light on things, wouldn’t it. sigh. less than half a semester more to go.

australia or europe? August 30, 2009

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narrowed it down to these two cause i got outnumbered to go korea AGAIN. i meant it as in i got outnumbered again, and to go korea again. not even for next year june know! like go experience summer in korea, also cannot.

going natas later. spent yesterday deciding where we should go. last year end we didnt go anywhere at all. and to think that was when i finished my  a levels. we went, instead, in the middle of last year, before my a levels. geniuses, my parents.

so, kinda prefer australia even though we’ve been there before, but i was 5, so brain too puny to remember anything. i mean compared to going to europe to freeze. (probably to death, thanks to watching final destination) but. it would be just-kill-me hot in australia in dec. see, wasnt my korea suggestion the best.

its damn sad to see my grandparents go from easy-to-travel to difficult-to-travel. so, always travel while you still can. and always bring your parents to travel while they still can walk (long distances). eh, first time i put up those “morale of the day” sentences. hahaha, cause i dont have one. i mean morals. not the sentences.

everything’s like shit August 11, 2009

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I NOW KNOW WHY PEOPLE COME OVER NTU WILL KENA DEPRESSION, KILL PROFESSOR AND COMMIT SUICIDE. must stock up on chocolates and ice cream already.

what fucking add or drop period. no slots fucking add what?! and omg, i need the tv. i need my sofa, i need my fuzzy cozy living room. and the tv. i have a compulsive tv behaviour, and i seriously will get depression if i dont hear tv sounds. and i want my family. :(

1 down. 364 more days to go. done talking to family and aaron. kailing/fiona/jolene next.

your goal is what i’ve reached August 10, 2009

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F this shit. who said “if you can get through A levels you can get through anything”? teachers are damn good liars. today’s one crazy day. maybe im pms-ing. then again, i’m already in the middle of it. not pre. today’s hell. physical, emotional and mental.

and i have no freaking idea why, but after orientation camp i feel SO WEIRD. i feel changed. or at least, i dont feel like myself. and i dont like it. feels like i’ve changed to be a better person. completely not my style.

singapore’s birthday? doesnt feel like it. everyone’s fretting bout ME. had my facial, curing my sunburns with DR’s secret 50-fucking-dollars-a-piece mask, while contingents should be marching in. (eh the mask really works) and then ordering kfc while fretting about what to bring over to hostel.

dont even know if fighter jets flew past not. never hear any sound. was there even fireworks. tuned in to the tv at 9 but it was some lame shit already. i dont remember the parade ever ending so early. but hahaha, no one even bothers about fireworks now. this is how freaking old we’ve become. sad. but the whole jam and crowds… just distasteful. and just to watch colours in the sky.

school’s starting tomorrow. i know i’ve said this countless times, but im saying it again. completely not looking forward to it. HL101. just great. i mean, not like its bitching 101 and shopping 102. whoa, would camp at school everyday. plus not to mention the royals would ace the course, graduate with first class honours. ah, cant wait for next weekend! royals marathon! maybe i’ll get my bitching vibe back.

and i cant believe it. one whole week i was gone, koko didnt even miss me.

바보 July 29, 2009

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wenlyn: so where’s your hostel?
me: give me that. (pointing to ntu map)
lyn passes map to me (after violent struggles) and i point out, again, the unearthly distance from hall to my school
lyn: ooh, at least its near the exit.
me: and what’s the point of that?
lyn: jalan bahar exit… is that malaysia?
me: yes. my school’s an island between msia and singapore. dont you take geography?
lyn: not bad. got fire can escape first.

what i live with. a stupid genius.

operation… pending June 22, 2009

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NAME: WENQI
CURRENTLY: MEMORIZING FIONA’S IC NUMBER.

operation collecting certs is foolproof! HELLO WE SPENT NEARLY 2 HOURS PLANNING OKAY! what expect me to go down to woodlands and expect fiona to travel to nanyang. and the  letter of authorization for collecting certs on behalf of students is only meant for relatives of the students. what crap is that. so we have gone through every detail, thorough until cannot thorough anymore, and decided that it cannot be anymore foolproof. what can you do if we lost our ic, and we no longer have ez link cards? so ta-da! memorizing each other’s ic and class now.

thank God for the holidays. innova’s back and side gates arent locked. so no security check! one hour was spent on that obstacle. but, chances are, i might get lost in ny.

me: but you need to tell me where’s ur general office.
fiona: i draw for you
me: are you serious?!
sdg
me: WHAT KIND OF MAP IS THAT?!

anyway speaking of fiona. we’re so proud of her. we’ve brought her up correctly. who’d ever expect that she could stalk people? whoa, she’s even faster than us! brought us news gossip that even me and kailing havent gotten hold of. surpassed her masters. hahahaha. right. next to surprise us would be jolene. then mel then fishy. chey would just be in her own world.

fiona to me: eh. *** and ***, ***** already lehh.
me: OMG really?! **************!
me to kailing: eh that time you wanted my FB pw, was it cause *****
kailing: WHAT?!! i swear i didnt know omg!! ********
kailing to fiona: FIONA! ****************

and then 3 of us basically in our own world already. all these, while i was in the bus, on my way to pick dad up. den when i came home, all 3 of us started attacking the net, and conferencing. though in the end we started planning tomorrow’s event and kailing got lost.

so. operation collecting certs tomorrow, then going do passport. going w family, but meeting fiona there, cos goondo needs to collect her passport too. okay, that was how the whole mission came about in the first place. sorry uh, but i need some thrill in my life. it has everything but lacks that.

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY, DAD! June 21, 2009

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why im writing it here? cause i suspect my dad reads my blog like how i suspect he stalks my facebook! hahaha. can you believe he encourages my sister to go sign up for facebook and is even thinking of doing so? i told him that if he were to ever add me as a friend, never, never, ever leave a comment on anything that appears on my wall and profile.

sadly, he’s not in singapore now, but he’ll be back tomorrow (sunday). okay, which is today. and to show him how much we all love him, WE’RE GONNA RISK OUR LIVES GETTING H1N1 AND GO AIRPORT TO CELEBRATE! how loser is that! hahaha.

joke aside, dads always seem to be the only one who can protect you from nightmares and ghosts (cause ur mum’s pretty useless if she runs at the sight of cockroaches) when you’re young, and after talking to him everything always becomes alright. i really cant wait for my dad to be back and make home feel safe again. and make me feel indestructible. i feel pretty vulnerable without him, even though im not daddy’s girl, that’s wenlyn’s job. 

these few days i’ve been feeling… not normal. its no longer about nightmares, (though its still about ghosts, think i’ve done alot of bad deeds, that’s why.) but its about other stuffs, and right now its bothering me. i need him back and i need to bitch to him! how many dads you know actually listen to bitch fits! SO WHEN HE COMES BACK, I’LL BE INVINCIBLE AGAIN! hahahahahaha.

just when you thought things couldnt get any better June 11, 2009

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09 is definitely the best year of my life! i cant believe i did not mention this till now. (probably cause i just returned from driving, so it reminded me)

MY MUM’S GONNA GET ME A CAR AFTER I GET MY LICENCE!

a mother fucking car! i never in my life thought she would, cause my parents are the stingiest people on earth. the you-want-it-work-for-it kind. so yeah duhh im obviously impressed. though i suspect the main reason is cause i threatened to drive my dad’s mercs, and that i’ll probably crash it just by trying to navigate out of our driveway. they should have testing routes at our driveway – if you can drive off smoothly, you sure pass your driving.

so. i will have my kia cerato forte after all! hahaha.

booked my test date today, and lets all pray i pass this at the first try. so i’ll get my record of passing everything at first attempt, and prove my dad wrong. did i mention what he said to me when i first signed up for btt? whoa, the horror. but, JOLENE KOH! me and chey took up the practical later than you and we’ve got our test dates already, so WHAT’S WRONG WITH YOU?! (at least we know the problem with fiona) 
ps. i dont unds a thing in my freshmen admissions handbook! Violent_sterb073

i found out why my parents die die want me to go local U June 9, 2009

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okay, not like they had serious qualms bout me going overseas, (that was more of me and my emily rose phobia), but it was their “last last last resort” kinda option. last last last hor. not just last.

anyway, i posted an entry yesterday, but i didnt publish it, cause publishing stuffs like that twice in a week isnt my level (“is like soo not my level la” LOL anyone?). kinda wasted. it wasnt even an agitated-bitching-ranting post but it dripped so much sarcasm and insult, i swear i never thought i was that amazing. my cousin played a part too, so i guess it kinda runs in our blood.

so. the truth behind why i badly, die also must go local uni. (and probably the truth behind why everyone’s parents want them in local uni too)
mum: maybe we should pay by CPF.
me: WHAT?!
(one long pause. of awkward staring, while mum goes on bout how cpf works)
dad: yeah. good. then when you work you have to pay me back. the loan.
me: WHAAAAT?!!!
(another long pause. this time, of horror)
me: okay. tell me the truth. are we like… desolately poor? we are right? i knew it. we are. WE CANT AFFORD UNI EDUCATION!! noooooooo.
dad: (completely ignoring me and loving the CPF idea alr)
mum: why should we pay for your uni education when we can do it through CPF?
me: why not?! so we’re poor la! i cant believe you all cant pay for my uni.
mum: no. i just dont see why we should spend all those tens of thousands on your uni when we can use it for something else. like go on holiday or others.
me: yeah. den liddat im paying for the holiday la.

who’s idea was it for singaporeans to have CPF? no, whose idea was it that we could pay for university education with the bloody kuku CPF?